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Self Exploration/Therapy 2024-10-02: Couple therapy的结束 2024-07-29: 原来“爱”并不够 2024-07-18: Couple therapy第一次 2024-07-12: Regain my power back 2023-10-05: 新的therapy experience 2023-06-30: 告别group therapy 2023-06-12: Awakening/Enlightenment 2023-04-06: 我的想要 2021-08-28: anger和冲突 (therapy) 2021-04-03: group therapy后—爱？anger？better utility of emotion？ 2021-03-06: 第一次group therapy—amazing 2021-01-15: 记第二次校外心理咨询后—关于“Sadness” 2020-12-14: 记第一次校外心理咨询后 2020-01-05: 我的自白
Personal/Research Journey 2023-06-02: 优胜美地 2023-05-21: Stress 2023-04-10: Authenticity takes courage 2023-02-14: Projection? 2023-01-18: relationship and connection in science 2023-01-08: 《心灵奇旅》 2022-11-05: Insecurity 2022-08-16: Conference & Hope? 2022-07-24: Caltech—Just like a dream（下） 2022-07-24: Caltech—Just like a dream（上） 2022-06-13: 那些复杂的和Caltech相关的情感 2022-02-21: 调节 2020-01-03: 2019 Christmas 家庭琐事 2019-10-12: 沟通后的反省 2019-09-18: 博士末期小记 2017-05-24: 关于马大演讲这件事 2017-05-18: Exploration of my research style 2016-09-01: 伟大的人—写在博士二年级后人生最低谷之时 【Below are the posts before the trauma】 2016-01-24: After the MPP workshop 2015-10-28: The conversation with my advisor today 2015-10-07: The goals for my PhD 2015-09-28: 和老板交流后 2015-09-04: Why do I want to stay in this field 2015-04-04: 平凡之路 2015-03-14: Right Track 2014-02-16: Something needs to be remembered about the days in Pasadena — 关于此次Pasadena之旅的流水账
Polyamory 2024-07-10: 释然 2024-07-04: 真的很难过 2024-07-03: 结束？ 2024-02-17: 情人节的反思 2024-02-12: 第七次见面 —— 更多涉及到money的问题 2024-01-27: 过去的创伤 2024-01-19: 第六次见面——我的家 2024-01-02: 第五次见面——曙光 2023-12-22: 不确定中的peace? 2023-12-06: 第四次见面前后，冲突和重建 2023-11-13: 关系的变化/进展 2023-10-23: 第三次相见 2023-10-17: I don't give up 2023-08-28: 开始顺利——再次相见 2023-08-18: 初始的roller coaster 2023-07-30: 开始的挣扎 2023-07-16: 和Z初见 2023-07-09: 我和Z的开始 2023-06-22: Open Relationship? 2023-06-10: Vulnerability 2023-06-05: 孤独？ 2022-09-06: Emotional safety 2020-05-27: 朋友？ 2020-05-24: Healing，爱人与被爱，拾起的碎片 2020-04-21: 来自MMORPG的温暖
老板 2023-06-29: 老板的visit — 告白和放弃 2023-05-10: 看见 2023-01-14: 剪不断 2022-10-29: Fear of abandonment 2022-10-22: Grief 2022-09-08: Soul 2022-09-02: “Slow down” 2022-07-29: Depressed? 2022-07-27: Speak up 2022-07-26: Oscillator/Roller coaster 2022-03-14: 愧疚？？？ 2021-12-29: 压死骆驼的最后一根稻草 2021-06-07: Authorship
Dreams 2023-04-17: Anchor 2023-03-31: 坦诚 2023-01-29: 爱 2022-12-15: 喜欢 2022-10-15: Not pursuing 2022-09-27: Change in Dynamics 2022-09-07: 梦里圆梦？ 2022-09-06: Emotional safety 2022-07-16: 两个梦 2022-06-28: 梦—平行时空 2022-06-27: 梦—考试/排名/孤独？ 2022-06-17: 梦—attention 2022-06-05: 梦里的idea 2022-06-04: 梦—expectation 2022-06-01: 梦—朋友/治愈 2020-03-31: 梦—自我设限 2019-12-04: 梦—assertive